The Disciple lay on the top bunk of his bed staring at the ceiling contemplating what his first day at the Fabulous 7 motel would be like. He had spent ninety days being trained to serve Jesus at the Dulzura Men’s Ranch and now he was being asked to put that training to the test. The street witnessing team was leaving at 10 am and he knew he had to be there. He feared he was not ready. He wondered how he, a “baby” Christian not even a year into his faith, was supposed to “bring people to the Lord.” While readying himself to leave he recited Ephesians 6:10 -20 The Armor of God aloud, took a deep breath and walked out the door.
As he jogged to the front of the parking lot he could see the diverse group starting to gather for the walk. The Leader called them together for prayer. He was a strong man of God, physically and mentally, that took no shortcuts. When he prayed he spoke with a soft demeanor that did not seem to fit his rough military trained exterior. He implored all of those present to let God work through their group. When he was done, everyone knew without a doubt that the Lord was with them.
As the band got into formation two of the female disciples volunteered to lead the procession. With pride evident on their faces each grabbed a firm grip of either side of the 6 foot banner that declared in bold bright letters for all the world to see “JESUS LOVES YOU”! It was at that moment the disciple first saw the burden he had so feared. A twelve foot tall cross made of double plied two by fours bound together at the cross section by an interwoven rope similar to what you might have imagined the Romans made for Jesus. You could actually see some of the men shrink away from the daunting task, while others argued who would represent the Savior first. Again fear gripped The Disciple as they set out turning the corner onto the main street.
The group waved and smiled as the oblivious occupants of their metal coffins drove past. Then The Disciple got his first glimmer of why they where out here on the street. A woman that looked like your classic grandmother drove by in a powder blue Cadillac. With a luminous smile she honked her horn and waved vigorously at the girls holding the banner. Not two minutes later a guy that by all appearances was your basic biker type driving a huge black pickup with a suped-up suspension, blew his horn and yelled at the top of his lungs “JESUS!” Everyone present shouted, waved and clapped for the man’s praise of the Lord. Minutes later the procession spotted an elderly woman with a shopping cart full of empty cans. Some of the “sisters” went to her and asked her if she knew Jesus. She was very appreciative of the attention but she was not willing to let go of her “worldly possessions.” The Disciple felt a little disappointed that the woman did not leap at the chance to change. Once again he felt an overwhelming sense of dread that, with all the distractions of the world, could he possibly make a difference?
He was startled out of his trance by a loud voice calling his name. The Leader informed him that it was his turn to carry the cross. As he struggled to put the heavy load upon his shoulders he could not help but to think about what it might have been like for Jesus. After five minutes he could feel the weight of the wood bearing down on his shoulder. He shifted the mass from shoulder to shoulder to try and ease the slight ache he was beginning to feel but it did not help. Five more minutes and the rope that bound the two sections together started biting into his skin. Although the breeze was evident and the air was brisk he could feel the sweat begin to collect upon his brow, and he was ready to give up when they came upon another vagrant.
The man was clearly intoxicated, slumped against the brick wall of a convenience store. Only when one of the brothers physically touched him did he seem to become aware of the world around him. He took a moment to take in the scene, a group of seeming misfits with long hair and tattoos holding a giant banner and carrying a cross. Before he could say a word The Leader asked if he knew that he didn’t have to live like that anymore.
Within a few moments there was a crowd around the man. They prayed over him and he repented of his sins. After a few choice questions by The Leader the fellow began to understand that this is not how God wanted him to live his life. He was visibly moved as he was led through the sinner’s prayer. Stating that he was a sinner, that he believed that Jesus died on the cross for our sins and rose again on the third day to sit on the right hand of God The Father, the man remarkably seemed to be of sober mind as he told them that he would come to church on Sunday. Although it was made clear to him that he could get off the streets at that very moment it seemed once again that the world still had yet another person in bondage. One of “the brothers” gave him a bible and some tracks to read. The man told them his name was Willy and asked the group if they would pray for his children that he had not seen in years
As the group prayed The Disciple realized that over the course of all that had just transpired he had not put down the cross. What was more amazing to him was that the cross did not seem as burdensome as it had been and a great sense of peace had come over him that he could not explain. That very moment one of his brothers told him that he wanted to take the cross. The Disciple was surprised that he now felt unwilling to give up the very thing that he had so greatly feared the hour before. After the change he took out a handful of tracks and really started to praise the Lord with all his heart. The group continued to reach out to those they saw along the way. Inviting people to church and making sure that they knew that Jesus is the way, the truth and the life.
When “the brother” that was bearing the cross made it known that he could go no further The Leader himself decided to take over. As he walked along he began to sing. The rest of the group quickly followed suit. Soon they were all lost in the words that gave Glory and Praise to the Lord. This went on for about 10 minutes when the group rounded a corner and approached a Denny’s restaurant. You could see all the eyes in the big bay windows focus in on the cross. A little girl in the center window stood on her seat and pressed her face to the window, clearly excited at what she was seeing. The Disciple was amazed to see the wonder in her small face and as he turned to look at the rest of his troop the unthinkable happened; The Leader stumbled and fell. It seemed to happen in slow motion as he went down with a resounding thud and the cross landed on top of him. Some of the brothers rushed to his aid but he vehemently waved them off. Slowly he struggled to one knee, the cross over his left shoulder. Forcing himself to he feet
he gathered himself and then began to sing. At this point he had the attention of everyone in the restaurant. Every single soul in the area was focused on The Leader and on the depiction of what Jesus bore for our sins; when a disheveled elderly man approached the group. He walked directly to the disciple and told him that he needed help.
This is what The Disciple felt he had been called to do, as well as what he had feared the most. With an eloquence he knew he wasn’t capable of he asked the man if he knew Jesus. The man answered in a raspy voice telling him that he had never truly believed. The Word flowed out of The Disciple as he told his testimony and about the miracles that God done in his life. Without asking, The Disciple grabbed the mans hands and began to pray for his salvation. The man fell to his knees and began to weep. The Disciple continued to pray and all of the others placed their hands upon him. When it was over the man stood up and The Leader asked the man if he wanted to change his life and come home. With wide eyes and a joyful continence the man shook his head yes. As they continued there walk home The Disciple realized that all this had taken place in front of the Denny’s. He could barely remember the words that had come out of him and it was then he realized that it must have been the Holy Spirit working within him. He smiled to himself and thanked God for giving him the wisdom to understand that if he just lets go and gives himself over to the Spirit he has nothing to fear as all things are possible through Christ.
If you have a gift for sharing your faith with others or you are looking to learn how Set Free Ministries does street witnessing every Monday through Thursday morning at 10 am at the Fabulous 7 Motel. All are welcome.